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Name: Hate Killed
Gender: Female


Interests: I'm interested in a lot of things...
I like music.
I talk a lot in public,
But i don't say much in the silence of IM.
I'm very affected by words,
Which can make me weak.
I don't like to be hated.
And I try my best to treat others equally.

Expertise: Writing.. I'm told its my highest gift
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 7/17/2005

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Monday, August 24, 2009

In My Dream:  Spiders and Purple and Yellow
Purple


Great aspirations and understanding of visible and invisible realms. Take advantage of your creativity.
Yellow


This color is a sign of confidence in yourself and your abilities but will encounter opposition.


My boo Caleb and I began living in this tiny home, nothing like where we live now.   We went to the main portion of the house to find many bunk like beds and lots of people in shanty clothing with at least 30 spiders making their way to the front of the room all together.   They scared me and freaked me out.  We left quickly after that, into the woods.  While walking with Caleb, a spider got into my hair.  I asked him and he said yes there is a spider in your hair.  I asked him to take it out and he started to, when one of his friends who appeared to be seth came up and he began chatting and nonchalant about my hair.  Some friend came and helped take out the spider, when she did she killed it with her hand and said "Oh my the smell". And i could not find a paper towel to help her out.


Friday, March 20, 2009

Dream sequence Dos:

Hospital, missing period, stomach ache, thought was pregnant, megan told grandma that i was at the hospital and they were finding out if i were pregnant, really pissed, just had a kidney stone, sent me home, stopped by walmart, little car, joey, kissing, then kacey vindictively trying to take him away.

weird dream i must say.

need to heal-unsuccessful-growing and developing-family values-frustration in self- need to cleanse- new quest for self identity- what is in store for you- slow down and relaxation- acceptance of characteristics of the past- resolution to inner conflict.

Hospital-To see or dream that you are in a hospital, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental heath. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life. Alternatively, it suggests that you are giving up control of your own body or that you are afraid of losing control of your body.

Fear-To dream that you feel fear, indicates that your achievements will not be as successful as you had anticipated. You are experiencing anxieties in various aspects of your life. The key to overcoming your fear is to discuss them and deal with them openly.

Pregnant-To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it.� This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.

Aunt-To see your aunt in your dream, represents family characteristics and values. It is a connection to your own heritage. The aunt may also represent aspects of yourself that you like or dislike

Angry-To dream that you are holding or expressing anger, symbolizes frustrations and disappointments in your Self. You tend to repress your negative emotions or project your anger� onto others. You need to look within yourself.

Kidney stones- need for cleansing-r epresents your quest in recognizing and developing your self-identity. Part of this quest is to become aware of your unconscious and suppressed thoughts.  

Store- what is in store for you...

Parking lot-To dream that you are in parking lot, suggests that you need to slow down and take some time to relax from your daily activities.

Exboyfriend-To dream that you are making out with your ex, signifies your acceptance of certain characteristics of your ex. The dream does not necessarily mean that you want to get back together with him or her. Consider what were the things you liked and disliked about him. These are the same qualities that you are finally acknowledging within your own self.

Enemy-To dream that you are dealing with the enemies, represents a resolution to some inner conflict or waking life problem.

 


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Dream Sequence:

Sleeping in my bed.  Joey and Caleb next door, Caleb closest.  Living in the same house, went to Joeys bed and held, then wanted to hold caleb but he was washing the car outside with my uncle.

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To dream that you are sleeping, denotes peace of mind. Alternatively, it may also mean that you are ignorant and not fully aware of the conditions and circumstances around you.

To dream that you are searching for a bed, suggests that you are having difficulties acknowledging your intimate self. You may be feeling inhibited in expressing your sexuality. Alternatively, it may also mean that you are looking for domestic security and happiness.

Joey: To dream that you are making out with your ex, signifies your acceptance of certain characteristics of your ex. The dream does not necessarily mean that you want to get back together with him or her. Consider what were the things you liked and disliked about him. These are the same qualities that you are finally acknowledging within your own self.

Caleb:  To dream about your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend or that you and your ex got back together again, suggests that something or someone in your current life that is bringing out similar feelings you felt during the relationship with your ex.

Interpritation:

Joey serves as a way of saying you repeating relationships is not good.  Caleb is his own symbol in himself not to back out with him.


Sunday, January 25, 2009

Note that my name is Carly, and that i will probably take your breath away at least once in our time together.  I am one of a kind, and you have never met another person quite like me.  Yet at the same time I crave compliments and can be quite selfish.  People either love me or hate me, and once you are set on one, it is very hard to shove yourself to the other.  I was once told it is not who you are but what you think you are that holds you back.  and Confidence is that inner voice that is saying you are becoming what you are capable of.  Both of these, have changed me.  I am the girl that drives way too fast, works way too hard, overbooks her calendar, and tries the best she can to be everything for those who mean the most to her.  I am looking forward to the next four months of my life, however I am that they pass quickly.  College is filling my mind right now, and i'm not sure if i can wait for it.  I am going to make it out of Cleveland, if i have to die trying!  My time machine is looking forward to dreams rather than looking back at memories.  I can be the most confusing person, and i could lead you without realizing it.  The best way to deal with me is with a light heart, a smiling face, and continous ideas.  On another side note, I have recently become addicted to taco bell nacho's... Any way they make them is fine with me, no tomatoes though!!  I love my boyfriend, Andrew Caleb Wilson. He may not be what i thought i was always looking for, but somehow he is more than i imagined.  I am just Carly, complicated, confusing, catastrophic, and content. I hope you see me clearly for who I am.


Tuesday, January 06, 2009

ways to raise money for school after school or saturday like relay for life

  1. music
  2. horse rides
  3. bake sale stuff



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